BRACES

TOFUCKINGMORROW

OMG

so technically i have school tomorrow, and in 2 days i will be getting my braces off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

4 days

and counting..
no way <3 HEHEHEHE

holy snaps

less than a week !!!!!
so soon :) i hope time flies faster
PLEASE LORDY PLEASE!!! and i hope i look drastically different.......... =)

2 weeks

from today

FUCKMUCOCELES :(

OMFG so i have this bump on my inner lower lip AND on my cheek and the one on my lower lip got bigger and its hitting my braces everytime i chew and its bugging me :(((( i fucking hate braces. but thank the fucking lord i'mg etting em off REAL soon. dude this after next week i only gotta wait 2 more weeks!!! :}

wow

wowieee seriously cennot wait for the day ...

YAY

soo i did not get my braces off yesterday buuttttt he was just looking at my teeth and saying good good. LOL and then he told me not to wear my rubberbands anymore and then he said maybe your braces will be off in 2 months. and i was like thinking.. wtf man but then i went back into the waiting room to my mother and thelady in the front desk was talkin to her already about getting my braces off and so the front desk lady went to my ortho and was askin when im gettin em off and then this lady pulled me in to take the molding for my retainers ^_^ and then my mom kinda hinted that i should get it off before my school picture so they moved up my appointment daay YESSSSSSSSSSMAAAAM :DDD WOOT so then im getting it off the last week of august. YES DUDE SO SOOOON!! but its after schools starts and before september :) dude this is just like a blog for my teeth HAHAHAH but duuuude yess. my self confidence will be backkk hopefully :)))

random

LOl soo im literally eating breakfast right now and i cant seem to understand those who dont eat breakfast.. like wtf breakfast is grrrrrrrrrreat!
and i can't understand why people would choose white rice over brown rice. i LOVE how brown rice is like.. crunchy in a way LOL kind of
so i shed some lbs ;) and my secret?!?! i ate every 2 hours. yeeeup i literally ate and then waited 2 hours (i literally checked the clock every like 15 minutes. i think im obsessed with food) and then i just aate again :) but the thing is, i ate snacks. like for example, i would eat seaweed and brown rice for breakfast. and then id be as full as fu** for like.. an hour HAHA and then i would digest everything. and then at 12 i would eat maybe a granola bar and maybe some bean sprouts? and then at 2 i would eat like popcorn and uhh animal crackerS? and then at 4 maybe like a green tea icecream bar (FRICKEN DELICIOUS. only 104 calories AND no saturated fat. wtf right? LOLOL) and maybee uhh whatever i can see. and then at 6 i would eat like, idk you get me right? i think thats so much better than eating a big meal. cause like the delicious taste is only there for a split second and then you feel so pregnant that you regret eating so much. but when you eat small meals you feel satisfied AND you feel skinnier HAHAH kind of. well the next day that is:))

p.s. pleasepleasePLEASE mr orthodontist ajushi, take off my braces today :(( just give me those retainers that will do the last touch ups to my teeth! i promise ill floss everyday and wear my retainers all the time!!! you can trust me >:]

please

PLEEEEEEEEEEASE take my braces off tomorrow :'(

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

uhm this is gay. LOL my reflection in the mirror is.. deborah kim :) instead of this lame post, i'm gonna talk about my TEETH! so my teeth have been straightening and like recently ive been complaining about how my teeth actually aren't straightening.. BUT THEY ARE LOL so i hope i get them off asap :(

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

uhmmmmmmmmm i usually say whats on my mind. but for one person, if i told you everything id have to shoot myself. and for the other, i cant tell you because... i just cant LOOL =)

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

hmm all of my friends have impacted my life in a positive way :) butt to be honest, LOLOL philip han has impacted my life. WHY YOU MAY ASK? because of him i decided to lose weight.. and i started to care about what i ate. well now its kind of dying but if it werent for him, i think id be a bajillion pounds heavier. LOL thanks moqueesha!

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

wow i had lots of those! but they always end up becoming my friends < 3 so its all good :}

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

joeey!!! =) LOL but we both broke it.. we promised that if i did track he would do cross country. well he went to some practices in the summer and suffered :)) dude i am sad cause he went to taiwan. and hes gonna miss my birthdaaay.. :'( well i hope he has a safe flight < 3 and im gonna miss him muchooo~ HEHE okay bye :]

oh and ps. wtf my teeth arent getting straighter... -__-

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

many people are going through shitty ass times right now. thank you george bush!!!!!!!

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

oh wooow ive had so many great memories :) everyday with friends is such a wonderful experience. but my faavorite memory has to be.. summer 2005. i went on two trips with my family :DD a road trip to canada and a cruise to mexico! BEST TIMES OF MY LIFEE!! i miss it :(((

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

wtf -_____- moqueesha/alolo/science
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL sick

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

uhhh nobody.. i cant think of anyone!

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

woww i do this a lot. i judge people from their first impression :( i know i shouldn't but hey its not like they know what i'm thinking! LOOL jk. mmm summer school people. theres these two girls that i was thinkin that they dont talk and they're so quiet.. but today i got to bond with them and they are FOONAAY!! :)

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

LOOL welll.. i actually havent had my heart broken that badly. butt in 7th grade, i like walter a looooooooooooot. so much that it hurt LMFAO which i dont understand why... LMAO middle schoool -__- andd in 8th grade, i liked philip a lot tooo. and i lost a lotta weight for him LMFAO CRAZY!

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

hmmm i got two people in mind.. but ill just say the good one HAHA
joey pesters my mind... in a good way =) especially while i run.. HAHA i randomly think of you! and how you are such a good person :D you're the best!

i missed three days again...

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

mmm... rosh! hanging out with you on thursday with christine was so fun :) i thought it would be awkward because i haven't hung out with you in so long but it was so natural and normal and you still are the same loserish rosh :] HEHEH i can't wait till you're back!!

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

rika ono!! dude i haven't talked to you in forever but i saw you last november :] i have your number and i haven't contacted you :/ sorry! but our parents still meet when they go grocery shopping and i think thats so good <3 i miss you :(

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

hmm... i am very self conscious. i feel very ugly with my braces and that is why i really want them off :( LOL if you guys didnt know.. :) i wanna be a skinny, athletic, good lookin tall girl :D who's very smart and studious anddd successful!!! and super nice and outgoing and friendly and rich so i can give money away to those who really need it. butt thats like wishing for an end to racism :( LOL sigh. maybe i can just get my braces off and be satisfied!

i missed a couple days

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

uhhh i dont think i have anybody o_O

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

i've drifted a lot from a lotta people :/ mmm the people i hung out with in 8th grade.. and those that i was close to in 9th grade! :(( oh welll i guess things happen for a reason!

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

uhmmm i miss a lotta people. those that went to walnut and the family members i rarely get to see :( and thank goodness i got to hang with rosh yesterday!! i missed you so much <3 cant wait till next summer!!

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

well i'm young so i havent really been hurt that badly.. LOL =)

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

mmm my grandpa from my mamas side :) he passed away before i was even born so i never got a chance to meet him. i wonder how different my life would be if i did get to meet him..

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

mmm the people i used to hang out with in 8th grade! so many good memories :) 8th grade was the best year no doubt. anddd... people from middle school in general. like those who went to walnut.. sigh. LOL but its all goood =)

ONE DAY

i want to be comfortable in my own skin :( :]

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

hmmm i wish i could meet my future husband HAHA that'd be so cool :) or maybe a genie in a bottle so i can have my wishes come true! even though many of them have come trueee tehhheehe :)

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

uhhh i dont have an internet friend. but i remember playing world of warcraft and this guy kept following me and trying to help me with quests. then i just totally ignored him cause he was creeping me out =)

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

uhmm ex boyfriend. LOL i thought you were too clingy/creepy. i just dont like touchiness... and i stopped talking to you for a long time. but then after xc started i started talking to you and you're nice :) that is all!

Day 6 — A stranger

hi stranger. i hope i get close to you so we can share jokes and eat together nonstop. bye!

hehehe

sooo i am currently waiting for my hair to dry a little. im satisfied with my teeth and i want my braces off. i need to go tanning asap! i want peach lotion :( im content with my weight for once. kinda. i love cross country now since im not last :) i need to study sat but i have no hope. HEHEHE bye

Day 5 — Your dreams

my dreams? as in my the dreams i dream when i sleep or goals? well my dreams are pretty cooool :) i just recently had one where i went to chipotle with joey.. HAHHA and yeah i have really random dreams. well my goals... i wanna be really successful after college :] and be really rich and have a great family where my husband will play with the kids and stuff. and go on family vacations like a typical family and whatnot. and i want to be like those old grandpa and grandmas and hold hands and ogmalsf;alf eheheheh :]

waiting

for the day i get my braces off :)

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

my brother and sister are the bomb diggity. i may get annoyed as hell by my brother but its all goood! i tell him a lotta things and he does the same and i know he'll always be there for me. no matter how weird i think he really is.. HAHAH :) and my sister.. -_- jk but shes so fricken annoying. but shes so cute. LOL i make her get all my things for me BUT im nice to her so we're even :D

Day 3 — Your parents

i love my parents from the bottom of my cold heart HAHAH :) they are the best people i know or will ever know

Day 2 — Your Crush

joey lee :) hehehe soo i had a crush on you since... towards the end of freshman year. i first saw you at brandons poster painting thing and i was like "omg hes cute!!" LOL and then i kept telling aimee and sarah and olivia that you were so cute... and then i told brandon. and he tried helping me talk to you but he sucked and made it obvious that i wanted to talk to you -__- and then i got summer school with you and then we got a seating chart and i got to sit next to you! LOL fate? HAHAHA just kidding. andddd darrin evelyn and tann made it so obvious that i wanted to talk to you during the beginning of sophomore year :( but it all worked out in the end! you are soo nice and funny and i love how you can make me laugh <3 i like how you arent clingy HAHA and how you always do what i want to do. i know i havent known you for a long time but i wanna know you WHOA WHOA WHOAAAAA LOL i love that song. but yeah i hope we get closer in the future :) relay for life was a good time to bond and we are now not as awkward as before heheh yay! i wanna do so many things with you! not in that way.. i wanna spend a day at the zoo or a carnival or a theme park or the beach with you. since its summer, lets gooo :) or maybe when we get our licenses hehehe <333333333333 :]

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

hm my best friends :) christine, sarah, prisca, kim, jessie, brandon

christine- wow ive known you since.. 2nd grade HAHA good times mon =) whenever i'm with you we talk 24/7 without breaths. LOL like seriously i think what we have is what i want with my husband.. like i can sit on the toilet without the door closed and yeknow stuff like that :) we are so open with each other HAHA and its so fun hanging with you! you even saw my grammys naked.. i think that means something <3 LOVE YA BABE!!!

sarah- you are just so warm hearted!! and we had many great talks on the phone :)) you are so funny HAHAH but im funnier.. you always know how to make people laugh and you have the weirdest stories :D we always feel the same when we dont wanna go out.. like we just wanna stay home LOL and dude remember 3rd grade?!? HAHAHHAHAH <3333

prisca- you are a freak!! but i LOVELOVELOVE it! you are so funny that it just makes me wanna be a stand up comedian! you are a funny white girl. we have so many good talks and you are so trustworthy. and you're so blunt HAHAH i love it! and without your humor, i honestly think my life would be filled with misery <3333

kim- deborahkimchiu!! hi :) dude we got so close last summer in history HAHAHA <3 so many good memories! we talk about EVERYTHING, like literally. I LOVE IT! and our relay for life memories from last year are unforgettable <3 even though this year wasnt as good as last year :( it was still fun with you and odeng.. LMAO and our many random nicknames ;) we havent really had a one on one hangout SO LETS DO IT MON!

jessie- HAHAHAH JESSIE hi we got so close from band <3 i told you my lifestory in band and you are so kind to listen <3 HEHEH and dude my first time iceskating with you was so fun! we have SO many nicknames.. i think more than me and christine :)) HEHEH BEERCAN! i love you <333

brandon- HEHEH you are mi mejor amigo :) i met you in chus class and i thought you were cute LOL and then i started talking to you and yeeeah! we would talk till like 3 am and it was a fricken school day too! i can tell you ANYTHING and EVERYTHING and i can trust you <3 you are my best guy friend! i love how you're so weird and perverted and so dang smart! we always have meaningful convos once in a while and its good to let out our emotions! hehehe olive you <333

ONE MONTH

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

HEHE

i haven't been on this thing in a long time! after i post this im gonna go look at my previous posts to see how loserish i WAS =)
omg the song on my ipod just changed to love story I FRICKEN WANNA WATCH LETTERS TO JULIET! it looks so goood =(
ahhhh i'm so stressed about college. theres so many damn smart asians at school, what are the chances of getting to a college!
screw SATS! classes are so expensive so i have to self study :(
why are my thighs so big? LOL so sad..
oh shoot reminder : csf point sheet, cross country paper, permit test, SAT, SAT 2, spanish oral/ensayo
hmmmm its so hard to talk to you :[ i wanna give up even though things are going smooothly! i think people are annoying you too but i'm not forcing them to tell you anything! maybe you're just shy? butttttttt get out of your comfortt zone!
wow my life feels so easy right now. well excluding sats and stuff buttt yeah :)
i just realized how hard it is for me to hate someone
even if you get on my last nerve, ill probably just complain about you but then end up acting like you didn't do anything to piss me off LOL but i guess thats called being two faced? NO i call it being loving HAHA
what do you talk about when theres nothing to talk about? like.. you're walking with someone and its quiet cause LITERALLY theres absolutely NOTHING to talk about
i tried this with lina in band and we purposely made an awkward convo but then it ended up leading to another topic which was good but that usually never happens!
actually maybe cause the only reason im bringing this question up is because it always happens with me and pringles LOL -_-
why am i so ugly? its really depressing. or maybe im just not photogenic? no, i think im just ugly
but when i was looking back at 8th grade pics i wasnt THAT ugly
maybe its my braces??? hopefully i get em off this summer at least
my hair is hideous tooo. in the morning it looks good then during the day it just flattens out. what the FUDGE!
what do i dooooooooooooooooooooooo
OMG so i just stopped typing for like 30 minutes and i read ALL of my previous blogs
HAHAHAHAH dude fricken hilarious. like things about aglet and omg noww its like :)))) <333333333333333333
okay im happy now
buttttttttttttt still screw college
IM GONNA RUN 6 MILES TODAY, IM DETERMINED =)

finals

finals suck big big big big big big balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well im not gonna worry too much about math cause i have an 86 and it cant go down to a C (hopefully) nor can it go up to an A, so i'm set!
english will be pretty easy since im in regular, though i have a 93 LOL oh well
imma fail chem. i have a 93 x_x and hopefully it doesn't go down to a B+ or i will cry my heart out
spanish will be pretty easy hopefully. i pwned my oral so maybe my grade will go up
is that it? WOOHOO!
omg i'm such a loser... all i do is stay home and wish i was in korea
i reallyreallyreallyxinfinity wanna go to korea. it looks so beautiful! well just not during summer time cause of all the mosquitos LOL
so last night and today i googled blogs about korea. yeknow those white people who live in korea and make blogs about their lives there HAHAHA
so theres this site "eatyourkimchi.com" and like its this canadian couple who teach english in korea. and they post these videos about like white day and Costco in korea and like convenient stores in korea and stuff like that. and i think that's so interesting HAHA so i watched all their videos :) i like stuff like that cause it makes me feel like im in korea too, yeknow what im sayin?! that's so corny but seriously. just little stuff like a picture of an actual costco pizza from KOREA means so much than what it seems HHAHAHHA <3 delicious. omg im craving the pizza with a goguma crust. blah. im still on my period but i usually go for like 3-4 days.. and its been a wile i think. OMFG SO THIS GUY FROM CROSS COUNTRY LIKE BROKE HIS HAND ON FRIDAY. it was so scary :( like we were supposed to run up stairs and light jog down the ramp and run as fast as you can at the very last ramp and this freshman guy was running like effin fast cause he thought he was so cool and then omg he slipped cuase there was sand and he hurt his hand like crazy. it was so scary. he got up and he was holding his hand and i thought it was just like a big scratch but then hes like OMG GUYS LOOK AT MY HAND! i think he was really scared and he didnt know what to say so he said that. and i saw it and omg his bone was like about to pierce his skin and dude omg aksjdf;alkwjr. i hope that guys doing okay <333333333 i didnt know you could get so hurt by running! well i really wanna move to korea and just start a new life there after college. its my dream! and like since you walk all the time there, it would be fun. maybe my whole family can move and stuff :D or if i'm too greedy i'll probably just stay here and hopefully find a high paying job. lOL and like travel to korea season-ly :D oh and i just learned that my aunt has a friend whos like really famous in korea. like her friends mother was this rich ass lady who was friends with the president and stuff or something and so thats how she has connections with people. :D:D:D:D:D HOOK IT UP BABY! oh and whenever my aunts friend comes to visit, she brings someone from korea and like a couple months ago she brought oh-ji ho but i didn't really care about that since i didnt know him LOL and she brought someone else this time too but idk who it was. my emo didnt tell me. heh OMG I CANT WAIT TILL NEXT WEEEEEK ! no school for 4 days. hallelujah! maybe i can ketchup with sarah prisca and christine! well i talk to prisca everyday (sadly(=) but i havent talked to chrisitne and sarah in a while =( yeah k bye

whoa

whoahohohoho hi
uhm i hate chemistry and i hate my teacher
i love biology. i want to marry it <3
after watching minamishineyo, (i should have listened to christine BUT YOU DIDNT TELL ME THAT IT WAS LIKE KKOTBODA NAMJA!) im obsessed with kpop
i wish i learned how to read and write korean when i was young
but i just spent my time bagging on koreans because i was in my black gangster stage
HEHEE
uhhhhhhhh i hope theres a minamishineyo season 2
oh dude listening to the chanranhan yusan ost it makes me wannaaaa watch it again
but i cant sit through 28 episodes
should i start watching gongbui shin?
i dont know if should!
well i was looking at my psat scores and i have no hope for going to a good college
i just lived my life bragginng about how smart i was cause i got straight a's last year
LMAO and i realized that it was freshman year, such easy classes -_- my classes were like ajoke
blah oh well, im thinking of going to santa monica college for 2 years then transferring to UCLA :D
so sorry to mt sac for bagging on you
cause going to a jc then transferring sounds brilliant to me
wellllll with the finals week and stuff i didnt have much time to hang out with friends, so friday?! wait but i dont want to get fat
OMG YES SO i was thinking about my weight
and ive been packing the pounds
after x country ended i can feel the weight x_x
so i just decided to screw the numbers on the scale but worry about my appearance
I WISH MY THIGHS AND LEGS GOT SMALLER, cause honestly they're getting huge
BUT OMG MY TOOTH THATS RETARDED IS LIKE ALMOST STRAIGHT NOW
im so happy, ic ant wait to take off my braces=)
well this was long, i needed to just think about my life cause im sick of studying for chem
k bye